Believe....and change on Mind

last sunday, im went for a dominical praying,
and it was a speech given by Father Vincent who from Sungai Petani,
and who been given a lot of Lord service in a lot of places other than malaysia,
which he was a Navigator office on board,
and he do given Gopel message to alot of people on world.

And luckily he was been invited to church last sunday,
and he was so kind of given a speech to all follower in the church.
Which the speech he was given was Changing on Mind,
Which a really meaning and useful speech which im looking for as well,
for all the questions and concfusion around me.

Which he was said once our mind stil same,
It was impossible we was going to change for others mind,
and when our mind thinking the same,
there nothing will be change in front us.

One of the possible to change our mind,
that was believe.
We need to believe on ourself and everything was possible.
Because there was nothing given us to be fall in our life,
and made us corrupt,
and we should not going to accept everthing which negatively,
because negatively though alwasy brought us to fall.
Other than taht it also cause us escape from it.
Such like sickness, shortage and problems.
All those were devil,
when those devil was come we need to decide,
whether we should believe on us or the devil.

Which from the bible:
Rom 12:2 Be not fasioned according to this world:
but be you transformed by the renewing of your mind,
that may prove what is the good,
and acceptable and pefect will of god.

From these word,
when we change our mind and
prove everthing which come throughout us,
that was nothing bad and worry about,
because that everything you can do on that.
howevr how serious of the problem are,
how serious was the sickness,
once we believe that we can do on that,
so we will stand for tommorow

Mark 4:35-41
on that day,when even was come, he said onto them,
let us go over the other side.
And leaving the multitude, they take him with them,
even as he was in the boat. And other boats were with him.
And there ariseth a great storm of wind,
and the waves beat into the boat,
insomuch that the boat was now fillings.
And he himself was in the stern,
asleep on the cushion: and theya awake him,
and say unto him. Master,
carest thou not that we perish.
And he awoke, and rebuked the wind,
and said unto the sea, Peace,be still.
And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm.

Confusing

Confusing about myself,
condusing about realtionship,
confusion about feeling,
confusing about the important thing im looking forward,
confusing where im wanted to go,
confusing about everthing,
why all those hundred of thing always keep surrounding on me?
when im close my eye,
it keep showing in front me,
keep confusing on this and that.
What im really do wanted?

There always dun have any answer for me,
or else it do showed me the answer,
or just waiting for me to take a first step on it?
I'm not sure on it,
or else on was running from it,
and stil unable to let it off?
why not?

Maybe the timing stil not reach?
maybe the faith stil not reach?
or maybe the right one is not found?
What should i do?
No answer for it yet.
the world was stil dark and uncolourful aways...