Everybody sometime will say that they are feeling loneliness or sadness. But do we know what is the really loneliness and sadness meaning for? Some may do answer that when u was alone and no friend beside and then that calling for loneliness. Anyway when u was found out the truth of loneliness u will really feel scare and sad for it. When the loneliness come through u do really hope that would be someone is beside u and helping u.
I do face that problem before since few months before the April fool in 2008 when the time I was admitted into the hospital with knowing that I’m was defeated by the tuberculosis virus at my lung and it was getting really serious. Because the virus already been defected whole of my lung and getting nearly to death. When that time, the deaths God really do come nearly to me and I was do feel really scared on it. I was really felt hopeless and helpless that time.
Other than that, I’m also being separated from the others else cos the doctor do worry it being defected to other patient who same Ward with me. That time after I’m been admitted into the Ward then my friends who was sent me to hospital is going back also for their things, because it going to be early morning here. I’m don’t really knew what is happening on me and what kind of sickness I’m been defected. Because the doctor and the nurse is restrict to telling me and need to wait until the profession doctor is coming for checking and confirm about my sicknesses.
On that time, when I was alone lying on my bed and I’m do feel what the loneliness that I’m was was always saying before. It not because of I’m alone lying on my bed or no else is beside. Actually the truth of loneliness is what was when u was really hopeless and helpless and there is no one is going to helping on u or caring on u. it do really feel sad and wanted to discontinue on the life. At the afternoon that , when my mother is rushing from faraway of my hometown to Kuala Lumpur city for about 4 hours journey to look for me inside the hospital. She was really worried and upset when she was getting the news of I’m admitted into the hospital with very serious sickness. Even thought my cousin also very surprised and worry on me when I’m was suddenly admitted into the hospital when she was calling me.
Before my mother is coming, my cousin who was study in Kuala Lumpur is coming from some other side to the hospital to look for me. When she get there that was a lunch time for the patient, and because I’m sickness I’m was cannot to feed myself. So that my cousin is force to feeing me for my lunch cos I’m was already 3 days dint having anything before I’m admitted into the hospital. Cos I’m was getting fever and suffering on breathing before that, and I’m only take care by one of my soul friend with feeding me and look over me. They was very sadly when saw me in the hospital that time, who is really look like going to death and suffering with helping of oxygen gas.
After that when there was in the afternoon, my mother who was arrived in Kuala Lumpur and fetching by my friend to the hospital which I’m been admitted. When the time I’m saw her, my mother, im do really getting cried out because there was really scare and loneliness here when inside the hospital and they was no one is helping me when I’m lying on the bed.
After the few days, my mother is suggested to transfer me from the Kuala Lumpur hospital to my hometown hospital at Taiping here. I’m been admitted in isolation ward at the Taiping hospital and there is no one else beside in the room. I needed to spent my lonely night inside it and they was no one is visiting and only my mother was look after me. But however she needs to look after me but she does also needed to having her work also. So that she was needed to rush for work and sending me the meal prepare by herself or my grandmother here. When she was going for worked and that I’m need to spent my time alone inside the isolation ward. It was really scary when the time all the doctor is coming together and curious with my sickness and that I’m needed to facing all by myself. Anyway I’m really felt nervous and scared for that time.
So that I’m did admitted into the hospital for about a month here and I’m getting recovering from the time after that. I’m can took off from the oxygen gas and I also come down from bed for myself here. I’m also can been got home already when the doctor said that I’m do recovered and getting well here. However that, I’m still need to took my medication about of 6 month to cured from the virus and complete my medication for tuberculosis. But every times of medication and body check up I’m was going and having by myself without any accom
pany of someone. On that time, I do found out love is friendship is really helpful for who is alone and when we are needed help. I’m do appreciated all the time before that.
From the story that I’m telling about that was what I’m really facing and gone through when I was defected my TB and admitted to hospital. I do found out the real loneliness and hopeless when that time I’m was sick. I’m really scared when the time of it and no one else beside. So that I’m do advised to appreciated on everything that we had now and we get, we will regret when the problem is really come to us.
I do face that problem before since few months before the April fool in 2008 when the time I was admitted into the hospital with knowing that I’m was defeated by the tuberculosis virus at my lung and it was getting really serious. Because the virus already been defected whole of my lung and getting nearly to death. When that time, the deaths God really do come nearly to me and I was do feel really scared on it. I was really felt hopeless and helpless that time.
Other than that, I’m also being separated from the others else cos the doctor do worry it being defected to other patient who same Ward with me. That time after I’m been admitted into the Ward then my friends who was sent me to hospital is going back also for their things, because it going to be early morning here. I’m don’t really knew what is happening on me and what kind of sickness I’m been defected. Because the doctor and the nurse is restrict to telling me and need to wait until the profession doctor is coming for checking and confirm about my sicknesses.
On that time, when I was alone lying on my bed and I’m do feel what the loneliness that I’m was was always saying before. It not because of I’m alone lying on my bed or no else is beside. Actually the truth of loneliness is what was when u was really hopeless and helpless and there is no one is going to helping on u or caring on u. it do really feel sad and wanted to discontinue on the life. At the afternoon that , when my mother is rushing from faraway of my hometown to Kuala Lumpur city for about 4 hours journey to look for me inside the hospital. She was really worried and upset when she was getting the news of I’m admitted into the hospital with very serious sickness. Even thought my cousin also very surprised and worry on me when I’m was suddenly admitted into the hospital when she was calling me.
Before my mother is coming, my cousin who was study in Kuala Lumpur is coming from some other side to the hospital to look for me. When she get there that was a lunch time for the patient, and because I’m sickness I’m was cannot to feed myself. So that my cousin is force to feeing me for my lunch cos I’m was already 3 days dint having anything before I’m admitted into the hospital. Cos I’m was getting fever and suffering on breathing before that, and I’m only take care by one of my soul friend with feeding me and look over me. They was very sadly when saw me in the hospital that time, who is really look like going to death and suffering with helping of oxygen gas.
After that when there was in the afternoon, my mother who was arrived in Kuala Lumpur and fetching by my friend to the hospital which I’m been admitted. When the time I’m saw her, my mother, im do really getting cried out because there was really scare and loneliness here when inside the hospital and they was no one is helping me when I’m lying on the bed.
After the few days, my mother is suggested to transfer me from the Kuala Lumpur hospital to my hometown hospital at Taiping here. I’m been admitted in isolation ward at the Taiping hospital and there is no one else beside in the room. I needed to spent my lonely night inside it and they was no one is visiting and only my mother was look after me. But however she needs to look after me but she does also needed to having her work also. So that she was needed to rush for work and sending me the meal prepare by herself or my grandmother here. When she was going for worked and that I’m need to spent my time alone inside the isolation ward. It was really scary when the time all the doctor is coming together and curious with my sickness and that I’m needed to facing all by myself. Anyway I’m really felt nervous and scared for that time.
So that I’m did admitted into the hospital for about a month here and I’m getting recovering from the time after that. I’m can took off from the oxygen gas and I also come down from bed for myself here. I’m also can been got home already when the doctor said that I’m do recovered and getting well here. However that, I’m still need to took my medication about of 6 month to cured from the virus and complete my medication for tuberculosis. But every times of medication and body check up I’m was going and having by myself without any accom
pany of someone. On that time, I do found out love is friendship is really helpful for who is alone and when we are needed help. I’m do appreciated all the time before that.From the story that I’m telling about that was what I’m really facing and gone through when I was defected my TB and admitted to hospital. I do found out the real loneliness and hopeless when that time I’m was sick. I’m really scared when the time of it and no one else beside. So that I’m do advised to appreciated on everything that we had now and we get, we will regret when the problem is really come to us.
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