Confusing

Confusing about myself,
condusing about realtionship,
confusion about feeling,
confusing about the important thing im looking forward,
confusing where im wanted to go,
confusing about everthing,
why all those hundred of thing always keep surrounding on me?
when im close my eye,
it keep showing in front me,
keep confusing on this and that.
What im really do wanted?

There always dun have any answer for me,
or else it do showed me the answer,
or just waiting for me to take a first step on it?
I'm not sure on it,
or else on was running from it,
and stil unable to let it off?
why not?

Maybe the timing stil not reach?
maybe the faith stil not reach?
or maybe the right one is not found?
What should i do?
No answer for it yet.
the world was stil dark and uncolourful aways...